Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
It's only half past the point of oblivion,
the walk before the run,
the breath before the kiss,
the fear before the flames.
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
It's only half past the point of oblivion,
the walk before the run,
the breath before the kiss,
the fear before the flames.
Have you ever felt this way?
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Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 4:33 AM
hellogoodbye
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 8:48 PM
No o ne
 "While honesty is never complicated,speaking the truth in all its simplicity unfortunately raises disbelief sometimes, and at other times,arouses suspicion". // It's like i'm perpetually happy and sad at the same time.happy AND sad.never one emotion at a time.but just as everything else comes and fades away,I'm ready to experience how detachment feels. No time for regrets I wanna go cycling again (!!!!) |
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Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 5:22 AM
ISN'T IT GORGEOUS
.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) happy buffday bestfriend!!:) anyway as the title suggests I really think the macritchie is so awesome in the morning and I'm so proud that we've been successfully going back as planned every sat for our ProjectKeepFit hehe not Project-Let's-be-hot or whatever but simply to keep ourselves fit and healthy!Also ketchup time:):) I'm so glad we still keep each other close even though you're like in poly and we have different schedules,loveyou! So yesterday I met up with jiaaaa!:)after 1 and a half years of not seeing/talking to each other!so so happy we got to catch up over dinner at spizza (which is a really lovely place I wanna go back)and dessert which we travelled all the way to town for haha but that was vnice I miss!&like the coolest thing is that we can still continue talking despite the time apart I'm really glad for a friend like her who've been with me since..primary 3!and through netball and many other things that belong to a very bittersweet past:) bittersweet cos everybody goes through regrets and foolish decisions when they're young!and we had nice conversations...about everyone/everything.Last night just left me feeling very,contented and happy with where I'm at and what I've been through..the people that have been there for me through it all and the people who were put in my life for a reason.&as we took a long wandering walk after dessert to destination nowhere I really felt at peace with myself.for many many things and though that left me with a somewhat heavy heart I shall take it all in as a part of growing up! oh and I found my dream on the streets last night and I think I'm gonna work towards it from now. |
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 3:19 AM
Hi,
 I got tired of waiting. /// (the bed where you lie is made up on your side) |
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 7:11 AM
Past events;
   farewell imitating atheens 'no-smudge' smile HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALECIA ZAKARIAAAA!  so for Eclectic Day Paw wins hands-down HAHA    couz<3>   Yay so that was my past few weekends:)14 MORE DAYS TO MIDS!14!how did we get done to that the hols just begun :( ohman I cant believe i'm treating this hols like it's dec!I'm not kidding the other day iceskating with kelly I was like "woah,feels like christmas does it feel like christmas to you?" crazy right?It's insane I am so unmotivated why why why.It's like learning there are other alternatives to getting my dream career just makes me feel so... relaxed and sloppish.my posts are so boring I'm actually blogging about my studies!but that's prolly how it's gonna be from now on..whatever I need to do something and not just say it. okay Things I have to do: 1. No more FB/MSN/blogging (unless necessary or smth) 2. STUDY(!!!) NO DISTRACTIONS ALLOWED [means no Tv!:( :( :( ] - - - - - - - - - - - So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned All I am is Yours. |
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Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 7:57 PM
Better than,
 Better than the riches of this world,Better than the sound of my friends voices Better than the biggest dreams of my heart That's just the start. Better than getting what I say I need, Better than living the life that I want to Better than the love anyone could give, Your love is & You hold me now, In your arms and never let me go You O Lord makes the sun shine and the moon light in the nightsky You give me breath and all your love I give my heart to You - - - - - - So studying with grace on wed and this song started playing on my ipod and at first I was like 'ohman this song!from chapel since sec.1' and to me it felt like "just another song" you know,a fast one too and everyone knows I'm a sucker for slow sad songs so this song was simply heard in passing all the time.then it hit me like a bucket full of cold,ice water.only that the words left me warm and tingly.I think for the first time since the past 3 years these words spoke to me again.I mean it did/had,I'd loved this song since sec.1 but this was different cos' I truly understand now what this song means,especially to me.Amazing?Truly. I guess this applies to everyone in general ( though I am not trying to impose my views on anyone ) but yeaah.how often we travel far and wide (metaphorically) and search deep deep within just to find something,comforting.something to provide you with an ease of mind,temporal or not.Yet when it all comes to a standstill it hits you right in between the eyes (and it hits you hard) the cold fact that nothing remains.Nothing you've been searching for has ever been something you really wanted. ohwells it's 11:11 now, make a wish quick and hope with every beat of your heart it'll come true. |
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @ 2:09 AM
Letter to myself.
 fine you win but you don't even care.this is not fair I think I'm actually feeling green!!how is it possible I hatechu :( - - - - - - - - - - - so last wed was a semidisaster.slipping in and out of consciousness it felt as if I was in a coma.and everything near me made me wanna puke;and that feeling is awful.anyway I attempted to do the self-awakening essay just now but what on earth lit is really discouraging it's not even supposed to be this way mids are coming and i'm freaking out.plus I need more self-control.and motivation.and I need to see my friendsssss.[HI JIA I'M SO SORRY WE HAVENT MET IN A YR :( ] ugh life gets so ... depressing sometimes when you're stuck at home with so many temptations like the tv/computer/food.everytime I'm reading my notes I have something else at the back of my mind I need the focused eunice back asap!I think I've lost my head........... I NEED INSPIRATION, (not just another negotiation) |